I remember laying on a stainless steel sheet ….

….Thinking how did I get here? How did we get here? I see bright fluorescent lights, people moving around, and cold stainless steel instruments ready to cut into my womb space to remove my fibroids.

I was in a space where I had to surrender control and pray. My prayer was for the doctors and nurses to treat me like a human being with the utmost care. My prayer was for the surgery to be successful. My prayer was to wake up and have a smooth recovery.

I woke up. I heard babies crying. My doctor then appeared, my Dad, and my beloved. All saying hey how you doing, my Dad kissed me on the forehead, and my beloved holding my hand. The doctor then tells me I am in the room where moms having c-sections. I’m literally waking up to new life in the world.

All I wanted to know is; did you get them all out? My doctor said yes!

All Ten out! I breathed a sigh of relief. The healing process began.

I developed a whole new appreciation and awareness for my womb space. Especially when the possibility of my uterus being removed; to which I said you do everything possible to save my uterus. Too many women are loosing them.

This very real physical womb clearing taught me a lot about the imprints of the experiences that are held in the womb, the healing power that is capable and that at times is taken for granted or not respected (hence majority of workplaces think a woman can bounce back to work a few weeks after birthing a child….madness).

My imprint was generations of violence on the body, womb imbalances, energy stagnation, extreme stress, Survival - Lack - Push - Hustle - Grind, Unworthiness, and lack of self love.

No wonder I had difficult menstrual cycles since I started bleeding. I was carrying in my body so much stuff. A lot was not mine. Since I was developing the awareness; I had to clear it. I faced all the things, sought the training, did the rituals and ceremonies, my eating when from extremes to nourish, and I went into deep healing and rediscovery.

It is through the pathway I was led from being a professional dancer to then weaving spirituality, mentorship, and wellness to then create The Goddess Moves. I am so passionate about women having the tools and resources I had to fight to get.

I as so devoted to supporting you in uncovering your path to power. What sparked this re-education me was being faced with the unconscious mindset and stereotyping of my Black female body sitting in a very vulnerable position looking for support about the health of my body. I received the effects of systematic oppression.

I felt alone. I don’t want you to feel alone.

Fast forward today with the grace of the Divine I have supported many women in reclaiming their power, having easeful cycles, embrace the wild sensual nature, reconnect to the wisdom of the body, fully come back to loving themselves, healing old stories, clearing energy, and embodying their magnetic self.

Yes Goddess I am in service and devotion to hold this powerful space for you.

The best part is we get to do this together. Shifting the paradigm one womb at a time.